Two Strong, Powerful and strange Dreams

OR,

A Pair of Cads

(otherwise known as Caddees)


"You frighten people," Stuart told her, "you like them too much."
"Oh." said Julian. She really didn't mean it. She didn't want anything physical, just liking in return. Nothing physical, nothing more than communication, acceptance, and the recognition of beauty. Or charm. Nothing to fear, no stalking, no demanding, just admiration and connection. Sexless and ageless and timeless.

Julian had had 2 strong dreams. In one she had been told that she had to kill her baby. She thought of varous ways that she could do this, because she trusted these people, and wanted to kill the baby without pain. Meanwhile, the baby toddled over to her and kissed her on the lips. The First Kiss. She decided that she wasn't going to kill the baby.

Dream Two. A husband entered into an auction for a beautiful girl for the night. A crowded room, the girl was brought in on a cart, and money changed hands.
"Do you mind," he said,
"Um," Julian said.
He paid the money and slept with the girl.
Julian was ropeable. she left, moving through the crowd of people, and headed for the car where she intended driving away. This Was It.

She thought of Dave. He was a student at Hippocrates. Generally speaking, after 8 pm the students were very tired because of the detox, so Julian knew that she could go into the steam room completely naked and be alone. This night, in came Dave. He was a true Gentleman and immediately averted his eyes.
"Pass my dressing gown please," which he did.
She went back suitably attired and they talked of cabbages and kings and sealing wax and things and she loved him.
He was interested and then discovered that she was married and was silently cross with her, thinking her disloyal. She never saw him again.

Somebody told me.
Could it be true.

And Anand had posted on his site the news that a raw food restaurant had opened in Byron Bay.